i want to try something new. maybe… build a website? it feels silly but nice to
have a place that’s mine. hello, internet.
LOL i dunno i just feel like i wanna start doing something yk? dont wanna just watch netflix everyday, they dont got any good show recently anyway
added a header today. learned what <h1> means. Coding is fun!!!
i went to a cafe today, there was this cute boy that worked at the counter, he's got a curly ginger hair, and freckles, i guess i was a little shy and he could tell (omg) so he asked my name and i told him!!! oof i wish i asked for his number tho... but hey, socialising!
I always loved the sea, it washes away everything... except for plastic... lmao
the café boy near the station remembered my face and name.. i’m not sure whether that feels warm or strange.
yes, i forgor to ask for his number again... actually i feel like i didnt forget, i just didnt have the guts to do it
first snow this year. the city sounded softer. i almost wrote a poem about it.. but i didnt, lol, im a lazy piece of shit
i feel like i should make friends, and i did try, but its hard to maintain a true friendship, i dont even know what a true friend is like, most of them seems to talk to me on day 1 and just drifted away
tried posting a photo but changed my mind. i like words better. they blur less.
keeping the tv on for company. it talks even when i don’t.
i walked past the park today. kids were playing, i tried to remember being that small.
i might take the train tomorrow. maybe i’ll finally see the sea again.